Tomme boy
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My heart rate is finally coming down from 20 min ago when I woke in a panic and rage. I was dreaming someone shot my dog(who has been gone for about 9 years). I wanted to hurt someone really bad for this. Man it was SOOO real. That dog was my very first dog and we were exactly alike. I had to put him down from a freak accident. He had twisted his head from a muzzle type of leash and blew out a couple disc and it parillized him on his whole back end. My old lady was walking him and he took off after the tele pole on the corner she was at. Well the leash was only so long and when he hit the end of it it twisted his head. Vet said there was nothing they could do.
I have a dr's appnt in a couple hours and I canceled it. Luckily the better half has already left for work. Last time something like this happened I guess I was like a mad man laying in the bed swinging and yelling. There is no way I can get back to sleep now. Only 2.5 hrs before this happened.
I must have been thinking of my dog before I went to sleep. Man these panic attacks are not fun.
I have a dr's appnt in a couple hours and I canceled it. Luckily the better half has already left for work. Last time something like this happened I guess I was like a mad man laying in the bed swinging and yelling. There is no way I can get back to sleep now. Only 2.5 hrs before this happened.
I must have been thinking of my dog before I went to sleep. Man these panic attacks are not fun.