For all of you with losses you have my sincerest condolences .
Know that I'm really bad at this and expressing what I want to say so I don't say much in these times , mostly because it all sounds lacking for what you are going through . It will be less trying with time but there will never be enough . Hold onto to the good stuff , no point in keeping the bad for ammo now . Call anyone when it's bad , and don't get upset with those that are always there and in your way their just trying to deal with it too and think you need them .